crucible of ennui

Not sure what I’m going to do about work. Atmosphere is bleak. Layoffs every month. I just can’t seem to get ahead - even though I’ve logged over 5 years at the company. I know that I shouldn’t complain, as I’m very fortunate to have a job. But everytime there’s another layoff, more of my friends disappear. We went from a company of 800 employees to around 300 at corporate (and I’m being generous with 300). The last layoff, my friend S. danced, and I literally mean DANCED out of the building with her severage package. That’s pretty depressing.

So now I just need to sit back and see if anything bites.
Other than my job.
Which bites my ass.